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when i was younger i thought my life was hard. but when you get older you realize the more you grow, the problems get harder. 

your life is like a video game. when you stepped up a level, your obstacles become harder. if you wanna pass the level you have to win. 

when i was younger i couldn’t wait to get older. i thought grown ups had more fun. i was so wrong. when i became a middle schooler everything starts to clear up. grown ups have more work. 

sometimes you have to find time alone so you can have the joy in your childhood again, even though the next day you have to work hard in order to step up the game.

and when you’re finished, you will be at the top-with a prize!

yes i dream to be there someday, well i hope in the future i can set my foot there, even though it means i only arrive in the LAX i’ll still be happy.

the reason i love it so much is because my parents’ memories of that place. when i see their pictures in LA i often get jealous because i haven’t been there. When i hear their stories there it seems so fun. one more reason..

LA is the place where my parents met each other.

so its not random for me getting excited by goggle-ing images of hollywood, LA, LAX, disneyland and other stuff related to it.

wow i really want to get there somehow. i hope next year i could go. its a perfect graduation gift! i mean me graduating = summer in L.A.

right now i’m watching alice academy in youtube. next week is school -____-

i like meeting my friends but i hate studying. oh well bye!

oh yeah tadi gue nonton gossipgirl season 3, lumayan bagus walopun awalnya gue rada ga ngerti gitu. dan loadingnya tuh 2 jam. lebih. nontonnya 40 menit. 

gue tadi baca post orang tentang friendship gitu, pokoknya bagus bgt, ga ada masalah. i hope my friendship is like that too, because i love my friends even tho i complain a lot to myself about them, but we’re growing up and we’re making ourselves better n better

kok tiba tiba gue pengen ke L.A ya? maybe its because the stuffs dad told me last nite. abis itu gue asik buka internet ngeliatin foto disneyland di google. hmm i’m weird 

yes, these are the reasons:

1 sholatnya di mesjid lain, biasanya deket rumah nenek sekarang engga

2. abis sholat ke rumah tante gue ( kakaknya ayah) bukannya ke rumah nenek dulu

3. i didn’t see my two cousins :( i don’t have to say the reasons here, its private

4. i didn’t go to some unknown relatives yay! haha sorry didn’t mean that but i even though were related i don’t know you hahah

5. nanti mau ke PP! YAY! biasanya lebaran gue gak ke mall ;p

well ya that’s it, and also i tweet a lot this lebaran, haha. this lebaran i want to start fresh as always and i want to apologize to everyone

I AM SORRY I DID BAD THINGS , I AM APOLOGIZING TO YOU ALL RIGHT NOW

now that i apologize please respect me , my family and my friends!!! YAY FAMILY AND FRIENDS! 

YAY ME! 

p.s : the reason i say YAY a lot its because right now i’m watching suite life on deck in youtube.

YAY YOUTUBE! YAY LONDON! YAY ME! 

yes i still wanna be with you computer but kiara told me my aunt and uncle say i should sleep!

well i see e!news today- loving baby phat at NY Fashion Week. Fabulous! And Ming and Aoki gets super taller, and prettier! Love these girls. Kimora walks with them and her new baby! ( which i dunno his name, lol)

hmm. i has the working names ( not official yet) of the King-Queen thingy i told u earlier.

Sam King and Jenny Queen. Well maybe.

what will they be? spies? princesses ( haha lame but i got no idea) ? wizards? or like fashion designers? or just regular teenage girls? ( wait, not the last one. too boringly ordinary.)

what do you think? (even though i think no one reads this post i still ask)

cool date huh? yes it is! and i wanna say happy lebaran to those who celebrate it. Today my mind and my body are really tired i keep sleeping several times, haha!

about the $…i don’t think i reach a million rupiahs today but i hope at least i reach it (or less) tomorrow. i actually just wanna relax and make my chapter2 paper and watch FAME at Blitz.

right now i’m staying over at rara’s house, typing this post while watching Mr. Magoo. and suddenly i have a good idea about making a story about two rivaling best girlfriends.

Like Mary Jane and Gwen Stacy,

Like Massie Block and Alicia Rivera,

Like Blair Waldorf and Serena van der Woodsen,

and et cetera, et cetera.

something cool with surname ‘king’ and ‘Queen’ as if they were meant to be together-but still as rivals. now i’m thinking about the names. oh well, today is a good date! 20/09/2009! WOOHOO!

hooray yesterday’s drama practice with 9N went great! so in 11 o clock i went to citos, and meet taqiyya and amanda. then the boys come ( ugi, diaz, marvin, ari) after that we girls ride amanda’s car and the boys ride taqiyya’s car.

the practice is at nuy’s home in bogor. she has a cat and hafizh play with it a lot , he even sleep with the cat. 

katasha come at 3 o clock, so long….we kinda pull pranks on her a bit, then we play at nuy’s room. next we bukber at liefde, and the bill is one million and 60 thousand rupiah.

the food is not good but the poffertjes are. then me, afi, amanda, taqiyya, ugi, diaz, ari, ibam, marvin, hafizh walk to mcd from liefde and its very fun! 

sekarang bahasa indonesia biar gampang:

di mcd kita ketemu saingan men. gaul gaul gitu , gaya fotonya aja masih ada yang hormat, hahahaha. udah gitu ketawanya hikikikik lagi. terus anak-anak pada sindir-sindiran, hahahhaha.

abis itu pulang deh gue naik mobil katasha sama nuy. habis ngedrop nuy, kita lewat tol menuju jakarta. terus gue didrop di pim dengan keadaan bawa plastik merah gede dan dua karton biru gede di tangan gue. keren banget ga sih

habis itu gue kiara ibu pulang naik taxi bluebird ( kesannya kayak promosi) and we sleep cause we are so tired. 

YAYY

haha i knew it!  i knew it! 

ever since nuy brought her elmo drinking bottle and the daytime emmys are having the sesame street tribute i became a sesame-maniac.

yes i am. i kinda regret about my paper though. i should be making ‘why people like sesame street?’ because i know i can tell the teachers the reason are

1. early education for children 

2. to guide kids ( well yeah maybe )

3. to be a good example for kids

and the teachers wont argue with that, will they? but my paper is about style, its about everlasting clothes. but my paper’s good, it has to be. but i haven’t do chapter 2! 

maybe i will start making it on friday. bye!

i know i haven’t make chapter 2 yet, its hard. my mind goes blank, so i still has no idea about chapter 2.

i just realized my tumblarity is zero. yes, zero as in 0. well that’s kinda swell knowing this blog is super personal. but kinda not swell knowing no one had attention for my blog. but hey i keep secrets pretty darn good, hehe.

and if you like Madeline cartoons so much you will realize the post title is ms. Clavel’s motto. 

and yay i saw a sesame street tribute in youtube that is so cute. its in the 2009 daytime Emmy awards. Hey wizards also won the emmy award! hooray!

probably sooner i will post it but right now my family is hiding from a certain person of the past, so  now i’m trying to find the perfect hiding spot and if i’m lucky i would find an invisibility cloak somewhere…

tomorrow is drama day rehearsal! yay! i miss 9N. but i will see them tomorrow.

TO DO LIST

1. CHAPTER 2!!!!

2. buy big sheet of blue/ white paper for Peter Pan cloud

3. make the clouds

4. remind Katasha to bring the big fabric for us to paint

5. DO NOT BE DEPRESSED / STRESSED LIKE YESTERDAY!!!!!

so i just had the BEST DAY EVER with my old classmates who i miss very much. today is crazy but its a fun experience. after school i went to Luna’s home.

and then we went to botani square, ot wait for break fasting time. and then we ride arya’s car to sederhana restaurant and here’s a fact: 12 of us fits in the car! (well we didn’t fit; more like squeezed, haha)

at the restaurant we are very happy because we eat a lot. after that we literally walk from there to botani square and we pass big scary trees. in botani square we just walk around, then we went to pim ( w dhira dhifa luna)

luna drop us off in pim and we went to eat heavenly blush. after that i drop them home. otw home, we talk a lot and i talk a lot about my life that is not very happy because i had no one to talk to. well except my sister but she’s not home right now.

now here i am in loneliness. mom’s not home yet, dad (i think) is otw home / in office and  my sister is joining pesantren kilat

so just give me a call. i will answer it with my new friend cool coca cola bottle ( ahaaha gila ga sih gue ambil dari sederhana wakakak)

ohh i want holiday so much…i hope this week is over soon! i think these days i will go to places. i plan to fill my holiday hanging with friends & family, and watching movies at movie theaters. minggu- katanya mau buka puasa bareng. katanya mau ke sushi groove, trus katanya lagi nginep di rumah ghea. gue ga tau ya yang bener tuh kemana, tapi gue butuh kendaraan kalo nginep, trus harus ada yg nganter gue pulang ato di drop di citos ato pim kek. dan gue ikut kalo ada permission dari ibu. selasa - katanya tiap selasa mau latian drama. tiap selasa ketemu deh gue ama 9n, horee. bulan ini props harus udah ada. pedang udah siap, tinggal bikin awan, background ama mainannya lost boys dll. terus lebaran. pokoknya liburan ngerjain paper. minggu ini ( jumat insya oloh) harus nemuin ms rizka bahas paper chap2. terus habis lebaran nonton FAME deh. yippie bye now i have to study math